It Really Hurts

It really hurts to be let down by someone so dear and so close to you. You will not be able to understand the sorrowful feeling.It just hurts....hurts...and hurts.

Only God can help me to overcome the delima I am in. What did I say that was so hurtful to my beloved? Just a fatherly advice, given in sincerity and love. And what did I get back in return....accusations that was never expected. Not consoling after that dreadful incident.No support for baseless thoughts of others.Inability to understand a health condition. Hatred for a religious commitment.

Well, Time is the sure healer. Come on Time and heal the wounds created.

My Kotupu Son

Its now Sunday 30 August 10.45pm. My son Jinol suddenly realized that his flight to Moscow was not tonight at 2.00 but tomorrow night at 2.00am i.e 01 September and not 31 August 2009.
What a great guy man

Sunday Blues

My son, daughter and grandson all left me at 1pm yesterday. My daughter and grandson will be back in November. But my dear son...I have to wait till July 2010 to see him again cos he is en route to Moscow tonight. Once more I am alone in my room, tidy room and not messed up. But hell what is the use of it without my son.

Felt sad the whole of yesterday and still am today. But life must go on. At least I still have my Landy with me. Jinol is still in KL. Still not far away yet. So there is some consolation. Will speak to him again before he goes.

More...

I was so excited about creating my blog that I wrongly stated it was 15 August.Actually it should be Sunday 16 August 2009. Brought Landy to the doc and what a relief he said there was nothing wrong with her.She ate well today and is on the road to recovery if any.The three went to visit their Granny in the kampong and brought back pitiful stories. What can I do to help that poor old lady? Well I will think about it. Will try to make life less miserable for her if I can.

I decided blogging long time ago. But started only this morning. Am worried about my daughters health. Toying with the idea of bringing her to see a doc later after breakfast. She is all to me. I dont know what I would do when she goes somewhere else to further her studies. Well Time will take care of that.Got to go.